I really do miss it, a lot. I remember it like it was yesterday that we were practically family, seeing each other every. Over this period of time, we have gotten so much closer and more comfortable with one another, which is a good thing; however, I feel like we’re all in a huge relationship and we’re now in the “comfortable” stage. As gay/cheesy as it sounds, I really do appreciate hanging out with each and everyone from MCA(and some from CCC). I really do mean it when I tell you guys that I love you guys because I genuinely like each and everyone of you guys despite some minor conflicts and I do enjoy all of the times we’ve spent together no matter what we do. Honestly, I can’t even remember one terrible day that we’ve had because no matter how awful any of the situations that we were in, we managed to laugh through them all simply by appreciating each and everyone’s company.

I feel like everyone is so comfortable with us being a “famry” and all now, that we’re kind of not realizing that we’re all starting to take each other for granted. I feel like we barely see each other now, and we’re always missing a certain someone when there is a huge outing or something. I remember when we first started to hang out, we were all so devoted to see each other, no matter how big or small an event was. There were days where we did nothing but walked around and do basically nothing, yet they were reflected as wonderful times. 

Although the random “I miss you” really do cheer me up, sometimes, they sadden me. I feel like instead of showing it, we simply find it enough just to verbally express our feelings. I know that everyone do have their own lives, and other things to attend to, but I hope that we don’t start forgetting about each other and rather then simply saying we miss each other we should attempt to continue show it like how it used to be before.

Today was a really wonderful day. I wish some more of us were present, but regardless, I am thankful for each and everyone of you guys, truly.